Weekly status -- week 36 of 2019
Current State of Mind
It's Sunday, and I feel pretty good about my
weekend. I managed to go to my first exercise class in like,
forever. I am sore as sore can be. It hurts to stand, it hurts to sit, but it's
because I accomplished something good. Managed to not go out to dinner
at all this weekend, which is amazing.. we usually suck on weekends for
cooking. We did order take out one night but I kept under my calories, so win-win!
Weighed myself Friday. Not too happy with the amount of weight loss but it is certainly within "normal" weight loss range. I expect miracles and get disappointed when it doesn't come true (even when I know it's not possible to be true!) .. damn those voices in my head. You know, the one that is like, "you're going to get on the scale friday and have lost 5 more pounds, yay you!! You've been working so hard, it's a GIVEN!"
Unfortunately that voice just sets me up for
disappointment. I'm really trying to focus more and listen to the 'realistic'
voice. The realistic voice is always there, but I rationalize it away and
ignore it. I need to listen to it!
Current Plan
Want to go to kickboxing 1 time this
week, and 1 time on Saturday.
Continue to track food every day and drink
enough water. No scale until Friday. Work on "me"
holistically.
Accomplishments
- Talked
to someone on the phone and joined a kickboxing gym.
- Actually
showed up for the class and did it.
- Drank
enough water every day
- Stayed
on track food-wise
Goals + Progress
Long term
Goal Date: February 2020 - I am going on another vacation and I want to
lose 50 pounds before then. I know it's not just about the losing weight but
about my mental state and overcoming emotional eating so my interim goals will
more focus around that.
Progress: 7 pounds lost, 43 to go.
Short term
These goals are shorter
term, but will restart over again once done:
1. Logging food every
day - In progress, successful so far!
2. Going to helpful
facebook groups for support - Have been interacting and posting more. I'm
finding it helpful!
3. Getting on the scale
only once a week - On track! Husband is hiding the scale and i'm only
getting on the scale on Fridays. Had first friday weight-in this week and I
didn't like the number, but I didn't obsess (much). Hopefully with
time it will get better.
4. Blogging at least
once a week - Success!
5. Exploring ways to
incorporate mindfulness and meditation into my life - Still to do. Looking at
'calm' app.